i’m sorry but i have nowhere else to rant so tumblr you’re my only hope

I’m done.

not being supported by my parents, they don’t care, they always put me down, they never have time to be there for me, and they yell at me because i cry a lot. on top of that, i’m always alone and nobody knows how i really feel deep inside because nobody wants to care, okay like it hurts so much. this year was the first year that i didn’t have to buy my birthday present, because every year i do. oh and i was so looking forward to leaving this town right when i graduate high school to go to new york and go to the university i want to go to but my parents can’t afford that so they’re making me stay in my shithole of a town to go to a university that i hate. i am always looking forward to my future because i can leave, because i’m obviously not cared about here, but now that i know i can’t do that i cry every day. okay my summer was the real shit because i have done nothing. my friends all go on trips, go to camp, and have lives while i’m stuck in my room, its like prison to me because there’s no way out when i can’t drive and my parents leave me home alone all day. i had plans today, but obviously there’s no way i can do anything. sorry i just needed to let it all out somewhere, i’m not doing this for attention or whatever, i just needed somewhere to rant.